I am Alyiana. I love to write about different content that surrounds me, whether local, political, food, a book I’m trying to write, corporate, etc. However, from time to time, my writing is ambiguous or confusing. That is because I am diagnosed with “Bipolar Disorder,” and even though I love to write, the diagnosis gets in the way. I lose my train of thought, too depressed, too manic, too something or other. I can tell, with my writing, how I was on that particular day. If my writing confuses me, it probably will confuse everyone else. I’m not a perfect writer because of this one known fact about me, and I don’t claim to be. That is why I am glad that I have help to make my writing more clear and concise. You see, my mind when it is not clear: in a state of mania or depression, my mind goes in every direction imaginable.
I am a parent to two furbabies. They are my life, my world, my sanity, my everything. I have had them since they were three months old, and they are turning four in November. Thanksgiving day, a matter of fact. I come in from work; one gives me hugs, and one gives me kisses. No matter how rotten they are, how bad they are, or even how good they are, I could not trade them for anything. I am all they know. The four males in my life are our boys, my boyfriend of nineteen years, and my cousin. They are my constant doggie humans and humans of my bipolar disillusionment. They are there to help me get my mind back on track when mania and depression hit. Does it work every time? Not always, but they are of great help and nurturing. You will see this in my writings.
All I can say is, “Welcome to my World.” May you have a thrilling ride, and may you discover and understand more about what “bipolar disorder” does to the brain of the one creating the content. We have one heck of a journey ahead of us. May you stay along for the ride. Happy reading!
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